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Well, you can barely hear her and she's looking right at you. Right? So when you, when you go to the door, she runs away. Well this time she just went out. But this is the first day that I've been comfortable letting the cats out now in three days. We've had nothing but stormy weather, we've had snow, we've had winds over a hundred on a regular basis the past like three days. I don't know much with the wind. I think the backyard might be destroyed out there. I'm not even going out there to look because I've heard things thrashing around out there the past couple of nights and I ain't going out there. Because I don't have to strengthen my right arm to go and clean up whatever the hell was going around. So I heard bags of cans, you know recyclables thrashing around out there. I've heard what sounded like wood a couple of times. I hope the house is not missing any siding or anything like that. But man it's been brutal. Absolutely brutal with the wind and the rain and the stuff thrashing around in the backyard. I've had to go out and rearrange the tarp on my bike. Freaking tarp is too small. I need a big one. Like you know eight foot by eight foot or something like that. Like a big one for the freaking bike. It's like this one barely covers the top and the seat and the handlebars. And the one I had last year was fine. It was great. But it eventually wore out. And you know started to rip along the lines and stuff like that. So I needed another one. And they're plenty expensive. I looked in Costco. Twenty bucks for a freaking tarp. There's only going to last a couple of months and it's going to rip up anyway. Well I did get six months out of the last one because it was a really thick one. Or eight months. But it's like everything lately. It's just pissing me off because my income is so bloody restricted. With the prices of just even groceries it's getting to be too much. I don't know what. There's not a damn thing I can do about it. But it's like little things you know that normally you know I wouldn't have any trouble getting. It's like oh can't get that. Oh can't get that. It's like oh it's irritating. I've never been this down financially in my whole life. And don't get me wrong I'm not about to you know fly to Africa or something. You know you got to just deal with it. But it's just crappy.