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I'm okay for today. I'd mostly be thinking about tonight going into the morning. I think I should be okay there. I'll promise my usual one round for Wednesday just in case. Because if that happens, then I can say, hey, I knew that that happened. Yeah, I forgot a little minor detail about the antenna day. I noticed yesterday I started to talk about it and I never finished the sentence. See, you know I remember stuff. I hold things in my head. The candies and the halls that I had frantically packed was for... Because I knew I would be in the depths of the park where there's no water. The guys don't bring drinks. And so one of the things... I kind of have this little desert fear that I don't really talk about, which is, you know, like being stranded and you don't have water, right? First you worry about a place to go, but as I said, there's always a bush or something like that. But the rest is having like no water. So I kind of get this little panic, right? But the candies work for me. Like if I got the cottonmouth or anything like that, I can just chew and suck on these halls candies and take my time with it. And it's not too bad. And then I just got refrained from smoking and it helps. That's one of the reasons I didn't say that yesterday. Because I get talking and then my racing thoughts talk for me. So I leave things out because in my head it's telling me thousands of things to say. But I can only go as fast with my mouth. So anyways... Oh yeah, I left the cigarettes at home. Because see, when I'm with company...