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We thought about it in that way. I mean I think I'm a little better off now because I do save pretty good. I just don't want to talk about it because they kind of keep it on me. Anyways, so what happens is... I can't tell... well, couldn't tell him either. Or he'll always be hitting me up. Anyways, so I... yeah, I see what you mean. But I've been able to bear a lot of expenses and things in some ways. At 21 I didn't know I'd eventually have a steady job and my job looked after me. I didn't know that. All I cared about then... wow, and it's not... It doesn't seem like that long ago. Yeah, over 20 years ago. But at that time I just thought I just want to stay high every day. It's all I want to do. I just want to wake up and stay laced. I think my brother in his little ways tried to explain to me, Yeah, but that changes when you grow up. You know? You're not the party animal you think you are. It changes. Which is true. So... but yeah... well, let's just say other people kind of thought for me. So obviously I'm thankful for that because I'm gonna... I like my situation now. I wouldn't trade it for nothing.