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do that at the two days. They're now going between the ribs with something, but I don't want the chemo and I don't want all this craziness. I just don't. And they found two things in the actually took. They said that my spine has to be done. They said the spot on my spine that is really, really bad. And they really believe I should get it done. So either way, I need a major, two major operations and I really don't want them. I really rather just sit home and speak and die and peace my goodness. How many operations can you possibly have before you get set up? So that's where faith comes in. You know, I have to have faith. And you know, it is, this life is a kept probably life, you know. So I have a lot of decisions. I have to get rid of a lot of stuff that I have here because I don't want to stick my whole room with a lot of.